Realise...

this is me,

Things i cannot get i will use means and ways to get it
After , getting it i will not appreciate it

Suddenly, i came to realise something

Things i cannot get but i get it in the end is not i am not appreciating it
It is beacause i am fear of losing it. Hence, i am scare to place my hope and heart into it.

I guess this is what human usually do for self-protection. Isn;t it??

But afer learning this... i am still going to face my fear of appreciating everythings even i not i may not get the outcome i expect .