Will i am starting not understanding what am i doing? To me dancing suppose to be fun and relax something i enjoy doing. Why am i so press down and taking the words by a stupid men not even my dancing instructor....he ruined my day so badly. He actally shouted so loudly on me dat all the ppl from the class is lookin at me.. so embarrassed! He got no consent from me to make me feel intimidate from gg to the next class!!! Well hope this will somehow make me feel better.... he is not even my teacher i should not take his words so seriously. Jumping from basic to intermediate the gap is so damn far! the stupid shit man should not even be there.. he is discourage all the students there..even shalee was somehow discouage by sayin gg for lesson once a wk is not enough. HELLO u think we so free no fyp n sch izzi???
Well i admit my basic was not that strong after not practing for a month and just enter the intermediate class. Guess wad my teacher told me he once taught a highly potential gal and she even won 1st place on basic salsa competition. HELLO ppl is rich gg 1-for-1 lesson 3 time a wk . Each lesson last for 4hours spent about $1000 per wk how can she not be potential??!!! For me i am there only once a wk the most for only 2hrs . Not even with the teacher how can the partner (student) tell me my mistakes! So the Shit man was asking us to join a package if we really wanna dance well... $$$ we are juz average ppl not working adult...
Luckily i was lucky enough i meet my Bachata class teacher. He gave me encouagement and tell me i am potential studentin dacing haha he even tell the whole class i am his A1 student coz i am the only 1 in class manage to get the last beat when dancing with him. Thanks Mr Tony fun for ur encouragement. He will dance with every students and tell us our mistake immediately not acculmulating it. Unlike the redhill XXX sch teacher nv even bother to dance with all the students how the hell are we gg to noe what mistake we made!
Guess Mr Fun teaches us with his passion another teaches for $$$... So after my 5 lessons at Redhill i am gg to transfer to Mr Fun Salsa classes...
From yday lesson i learnt there are ppl out there to kill ur confidence and make you think u are just not good enough. There are also obstacles i had to overcome in order to make things i wanna it to be. So i tell myslef when there is no enemy within , enemies outside just cannot harm me... Way to go gal man!! When come to dancing there is always mistakes to learnt. Even profressional need practice so no worries.. the shitman is not gg to ruin my confidence from gg to more dancing lesson.
Hopefully i can train myself better and join a competition and proof him totally wrong. Who say i am not potential dancer. Average and poor ppl can also dance like a swan...
After the dance i went for movie money no enough 2...OMG is so touchin i was crying like shit!!! Well when i reach home i was so exhausted.. 4am!!
1)Morning swimming
2) Class
3) 5o% role play for my module
4) Dancing
5) Supper
6) Movie
Seeing my dear fren being torture by his galfrenz emotionally make me so painful. He used to be so happy and cheerful. Alway making us happy why looked so fatigued and wore out... haiz no wonder ppl say love is blind. Being hurt still standing there to be attack without thinkin of escaping at all...
I am in love with this song..maybe i am missing someone badly haha...
Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same Lyricsa thousand times i've seen you standinggravity like a lunar landingmake me want to run till i find youshut the world away from here, drift to you, you're all i heareverything we know fades to black
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give pushing me so far here i am without youdrink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made everything will change, love remains the samefind a place where we escapetake you with me for a spacea city bus that sounds just like a fridgewalk the streets through seven barsi had to find just out where you are the faces seen to blur they're all the same
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give you're pushing me so far here i am without youdrink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made everything will change, love remains the same
so much more to say, so much to be donedon't you trick me out, we shall overcomecause our love stays ablaze
we should have had the suncould have been insideinstead we're over here
half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretendingtoo much time to love defending, you and i are done pretending
i never thought that i had any more to give you're pushing me so far here i am without youdrink to all that we have lost, mistakes that we have made everything will change, everything will change
oh, i.........
this could last forever
oh, i........
we could last forever
love remains the same love remains the same